A WOMAN…..I Am

A WOMAN…..I Am

I just realized how much of a WOMAN I Am……

From the top of my head
To the bottom of my feet
A woman that is ultimately powerful
Yet sexy, sensual, and sweet
The type of woman that you
Would want to highly cherish and keep

A woman that is noted not only as the
Queen that she appear to be but the queen that she is
A woman that is able to smile after wiping her own tears
A woman that you will love, admire, and sometimes fear

A woman that is admired
Not just by her curves and out of sight physique
But admired for her talent, grace and the way that she speaks
All the incredible aspects that makes her so unique

A woman that compliments the light
that illuminates around her
Regardless of materialistic things that may make her
A true woman whether she’s either poor or an entrepreneur

A woman that is highly known to be well respected
A woman that does not tolerate being disrespected
A special gift from God that is oh so well perfected…..

A woman with endless possibilities
With various striking capabilities
Known to take charge when needed
And able to take care of responsibilities

The reflection of fine art
It takes a hell of a lot to unlock her heart
But when the right man comes along with the key
The type of woman that sticks by her man
And plays her part

The type of woman that loves unconditionally
And would make a great wife
The ability to reproduce and give birth to life

I just realized how much of a WOMAN I Am.


Copyright © 2010 by Crystal S. Jacobs

MS CHOCOLATE DEVINE

MS CHOCOLATE DEVINE

Just when you started opening my package,
I knew I should’ve warned you,
But I did just as I suppose to
Tempt you

Moist exquisite delicacy
The power to take you higher like ecstasy
This is the opportunity for you to get the best of me
An overall fulfilled fantasy

Stream of sweet and creamy taste,
indulging paradise within your mouth
where you have to close your eyes
and take your tongue to every place
All along, you were in for a surprise

Smooth and creamy, better than any other temptation
Sexy, seductive, and infatuating
Beautiful truth and passion beyond imagining

A tastefully orgasmic energy
Sweet and stimulating,
With a rush of intricate brain chemistry.

A rich and indulging culinary intercourse
Attraction beyond its own magnetic force

It’s a vocation of sweet delight
Almost like love at first sight

Tastefully enhanced pleasure
intensifying the experience through the imagination
Trying to fight the feeling of this physical stimulation

Just when you started opening my package,
I knew I should’ve warned you,
But I did just as I suppose to
Satisfy you

Stilettos Of Sweet Acrimony (COMING SOON)

There is nothing like a Woman that is in love and there is unquestionably nothing like a Diva that has become fed up or heartless. The author takes you through hell and back with her ego and alter ego personalities dealing with love, sex, and heartache but surprisingly, she does it all with stilettos on. She opens up her graphic diary which allows you an intimate look into her life. Raw and uncut with a bittersweet taste perception. Her mind blowing works demand attention with including titles such as; When A Woman Is Fed Up, Heartless, Diva, The Cheesecake Factory, Ms Chocolate Divine and many others. The author will guide and infatuate you as you travel through the bold, vivid, prominent and sheer beauty of her words.

HEARTLESS by Crystal S. Jacobs

I've loved and loved so much
but now it seem to not truly mean much
because now I'm heartless and cold to the touch

For a long time my heart has been sore
I just gave up, I can't do this anymore
Now my heart has stopped beating
My desire for love has faded & been defeated
I've lost my pulse
Now I really don’t seem care much because I’ve lost

At this point, no one is able to approach me
fuck what you got to say
you got to show me
Trust me, I’m so analytical
I’ll know if you really don’t love me

I've become cold,
my blood flow has froze
I feel like no one deserves the love I once had before

When I speak, I'm liable to give you the chills
I've changed, Yeah,
Only if looks could kill
No one can begin to imagine how I feel
You'll never meet another chick this real

I’m dying without the need to function
but I'm living life with this dysfunction
fuck that,
I refuse to blame myself for this mass destruction

I try and I try because love was something I once desired
but now my thoughts are so sharp, it'll cut you like barb wire
my heartache will burn you like an electric fire
and my neglect will make you feel like a feen without a supplier
this shit I talk will make you wiser and take you higher.

Take a look at my recent writing abilities,
how the hell I go from being polite and passionate, to using profanity
I'm starting to feel like a innocent criminal
in need of a plea of insanity
I don't know what the fuck has gotten into me


Just maybe in due time
I’ll have love that will make my heart melt
And help defrost my cold nature in ways I’ve never felt
But in the meantime,
I will not sigh
And I will no longer cry
I’ve only come to realize that I’ve only
Got me, myself, and I

TO BE CONTINUED……………….

by: Crystal S Jacobs

Copyright © 2009 by Crystal S. Jacobs

The 80/20 Rule!

Throughout our lives we’ve heard them all, love is like heaven but can hurt like hell….love is blind….love is a two way street….blah blah blah, but now we have one that makes PERFECT sense the 80/20 rule and for those who strangely don’t know of this rule here it is.

But the 80/20 rule, made more famous now by the Tyler Perry Movie “Why Did I Get Married?” is in reference to love. That in love and/or relationship you ONLY get about 80% of what you need from your mate. Sometimes we meet someone who has that other 20% that we’re not getting and the 20% looks real good, but if you trade your 80% for that 20%, then you’ll really see how good you had it. When we lack something in a relationship both guys and girls take different approaches to filling that void.

A female can withstand more “lack” in a relationship than a guy. The love game is VOID. 75% of guys are liars and fronters and the spotlight is out. Guys will dead a relationship if he doesn’t like the way a female eat, while a female will stay with a guy throughout numerous faults & flaws, WHY? Because if a female sees one ONLY one trait to which she admires she will deal how many times have you spoke or heard a female complain about her dude for hours and hours only to say “BUT” he does do this right. Most often a female never finds her 80 just replaces it with whatever it takes for her to deal.

Guys search around for “perfection” while we continue to not perfect our selves. How can we expect males to have they shit together if we don’t. None of us are perfect but everyday is suppose to be a improvement of the last, your 80 can be your 100 if we all motivate & support one another. Many times we leave a relationship forgetting that some people need to be taught to love or how to even be in a relationship. We want perfection out the GATE but how realistic is that???

Modeling - My Life Is About To Change!

Hey Everyone!!! I have some very good news!!! I have been accepted to a model agency as a plus size model! Yes...Can you believe it??? I'm still amazed. I will be represented by Modelogc {Wilhelmina} located in Richmond, VA. They are affliated with Wilhelmia which is one of the largest and most successful model management companies in the world! I have to go through a preparation program that last a month and then I will be a working model. I will be starting sometime in January of 09. I will be modeling and possibly some acting too!

Also I have another agency in NC by the name of Fuse Talent that I will be in contact with very soon and hopefuly they will represent me too! I just want to give you an update!

AN UNFORGETTABLE EXPERIANCE - BARACK OBAMA VISIT TO VIRGINIA!

The brisk cold weather caused everyone to bundle up while waiting so anxiously in a long line that wrapped around downtown Norfolk and Harbor Park for miles. At that moment, I’ve already began to see change.

The line got longer, and the wind blew that much more, resulting to it getting colder, but that did not stop people from coming and it most definitely did not push anyone away. On every corner or stop, someone was either selling Obama T-shirts, cups, car magnets, hats, buttons, etc. People proudly represented and showed their support for Obama in so many ways! The time slowly passed us by but it was all worth the wait. Everyone waited patiently in line, excited at the highest level. The sound of everyone talking and laughing with one another just made me feel like I was in the right place. We then started to finally approach Harbor Park after being in line for so long to the point that you couldn’t even see Harbor Park at all. The line was backed up to Granby Street.

After being in line for a hour and a half, everyone begun to get hype as we were able to see Harbor Park, We made it, we got in finally! We then waited an additional forty five minutes for Obama’s arrival. I noticed all the snipers on the roof tops, top notch security, helicopters hubbering the area, and police in boats, not to mention Norfolk police department EVERYWHERE! I was thinking to myself, “This shit is real!”

The moment had finally introduced itself to what we all had been waiting for. The crowd went wild and cheered as Barack Obama walked out to introduce himself, but of course, we all know Obama! It took a while for the crowd to settle down but it was a wonderful sight and unforgettable experience. As he began to speak, the crowd settled to listen in on all the important aspects of the economy’s down fall and his plans to get it back on track, the need in better health care, giving tax breaks to 95% of hard working citizens, better education for our children, cutting back on taxes and the plan he had for Wall Street. He was very dedicated and put all of us at ease in a high hope for change! While covering all the important aspects, he had charm and added a little humor that kept everyone laughing. As Obama’s speech came to an end, everyone was so hype, energetic, motivated, and COLD!!! He left us to believe in CHANGE and that it will only start by electing him as the president of the United States.

I must admit, this has been one of the best experiences in my life thus far and I wouldn‘t trade this experience for nothing in this world. I have been apart of history and this will be an experience that I will be able to tell my children and grandchildren. I stood in line for a hour and a half, nervous and thinking that I would not be able to get in. I never seen so many people in my life to attend one event. This rally made me feel so motivated and highly anticipated on the fact that Barack Obama will be the President of the United States. WE NEED CHANGE!!!!!

I hope everyone get out and vote on election day, November 4, 2008! We need change and you have the ability to help make that change. VOTE FOR BARACK OBAMA!!!!!

Written by Crystal S Jacobs - Poet/Author